"There will always be a reason why you meet people. Either you need to change your life or you’re the one that will change theirs."- Unknown (via psych-facts)
"I’m so sick of optimism. It’s fucking exhausting."- Annie, Happythankyoumoreplease
'Cause love's such an old fashioned word
And love dares you to care for
The people on the edge of the Night
And love dares you to change our way of
Caring about ourselves
This is ourselves
Richard: Do you ever think about me… in a non-eye-doctor way?
Monica: Cause getting over you was the hardest thing that I’ve ever had to do. And I never let myself think about you.
I miss the days my mind would just rest quiet
My imagination hadn’t turned on me yet
I used to let my words wax poetic
But it melted a puddle at my feet now
It is a calcifying crime, it’s tragic
I’ve turned to petrified past life baggage
I want to disappear and just start over
So here we are
And I’ll breathe again..
I’ve lost a grip on where I started from
I wish I’d thought ahead and left a few crumbs
I’m on the hunt for who I’ve not yet become
But I’d settle for a little equilibrium
There is a war inside my heart gone silent
Both sides dissatisfied and somewhat violent
The issue I have now begun to see
I am the only lonely casualty
This is my darkest hour
A long road has lead me out here
But I only need turn around to face the light
And decide flight or fight
Cause I have sent for a warrior
From on my knees, make me a Hercules
I was meant to be a warrior please
Make me a Hercules
Fell Without Falling
Suzanne: I know something about people who aren’t smart enough to wanna be loved back. I learned a secret that I can tell you.. They don’t deserve it.
Morello: He ruined this day for me forever. Nobody knows that we’re not together.
Suzanne: Yeah, but you do.
Morello: You know what is crazy? I still wanna believe in all of this stuff. Even after everything that’s happened.. Isn’t that sad?
Suzanne: No, I think that’s brave.
"My Mom has this funny story about Sara & I when we were young. We were in the bank and my Mom would have been about twenty-six or twenty-seven years old which is younger than I am now. It blows my mind. To have these two three maybe four year olds. She said she was standing in line at the bank and she looked down and we were gone and she started frantically looking around for us and came out of the line and found us. We were sort of against a window behind a sign or something. She said you never leave; where did you go? And she doesn’t remember which one of us said it but one of us said “Were tired of people looking at us.” & when I hear this story I know that feeling. That feeling of people wanting or needing something from you that you don’t want and you just want to protect yourself. And my moms theory that we pretty much agree with is that attention that was pushed on us we learned push it back by entertaining people. So we come up & I would be engaging and I’ll be entertaining and I’ll be the ham and the clown and by doing that I’m in charge of this transaction I’m in charge of the energy I’ll push it back on you. I’ll ask about you. I’ll entertain you; I’ll make you laugh I’ll make this whole show and wont have anything you wont get anything; you wont get me. This isn’t me; this isn’t the real me. The real me is kind of quiet y’know and likes to read, kind of eccentric and weird and like awkward and whatever but you’ll never see that. " Tegan [Get Along]
That feeling of people wanting or needing something from you that you don’t want and you just want to protect yourself.