Fell Without Falling
Suzanne: I know something about people who aren’t smart enough to wanna be loved back. I learned a secret that I can tell you.. They don’t deserve it.
Morello: He ruined this day for me forever. Nobody knows that we’re not together.
Suzanne: Yeah, but you do.
Morello: You know what is crazy? I still wanna believe in all of this stuff. Even after everything that’s happened.. Isn’t that sad?
Suzanne: No, I think that’s brave.
"My Mom has this funny story about Sara & I when we were young. We were in the bank and my Mom would have been about twenty-six or twenty-seven years old which is younger than I am now. It blows my mind. To have these two three maybe four year olds. She said she was standing in line at the bank and she looked down and we were gone and she started frantically looking around for us and came out of the line and found us. We were sort of against a window behind a sign or something. She said you never leave; where did you go? And she doesn’t remember which one of us said it but one of us said “Were tired of people looking at us.” & when I hear this story I know that feeling. That feeling of people wanting or needing something from you that you don’t want and you just want to protect yourself. And my moms theory that we pretty much agree with is that attention that was pushed on us we learned push it back by entertaining people. So we come up & I would be engaging and I’ll be entertaining and I’ll be the ham and the clown and by doing that I’m in charge of this transaction I’m in charge of the energy I’ll push it back on you. I’ll ask about you. I’ll entertain you; I’ll make you laugh I’ll make this whole show and wont have anything you wont get anything; you wont get me. This isn’t me; this isn’t the real me. The real me is kind of quiet y’know and likes to read, kind of eccentric and weird and like awkward and whatever but you’ll never see that. " Tegan [Get Along]
That feeling of people wanting or needing something from you that you don’t want and you just want to protect yourself.
"There was no real way to tap in or connect with what I was feeling and music was the way I knew how to do it."- Sara Kiersten Quin
"Breaking up with me was the best thing he ever did. I should break up with me."- Celeste and Jesse Forever